Thy will be done…
Matthew 6:9-13
Our Father which art in
heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, Thy will
be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily
bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we forgive our debtors.
And lead us not into
temptation, but deliver us from evil:
For thine is the kingdom,
and the power, and the glory,
for ever. Amen.
I love what Nancy says this
week in the chapter titled Submission about changing the layout
of our prayers.
She says, “Often, I see the body of Christ put so much
into pursuing God for healing. With great boldness and passion and persistence,
we cry out to God, begging for physical healing. And in these prayers, there is
often a tiny P.S. added at the end where we say, “If it be your will.”
But shouldn’t we switch that around?
Shouldn’t we cry out to God with boldness and passion
and persistence in a prayer that says, “God, would you please accomplish your
will? Would you give me a willing heart to embrace your plan and your purpose?
Would you mold me into a vessel that you can use to accomplish what you have in
mind?” And then, perhaps, we could add a tiny P.S. that says, “If that includes
healing, we will be grateful.”
Isn’t real faith revealed more through pursuing God
and what he wants than through pursuing what we want?
On the outside we cry out to
God saying things like, “Your will God, your plan. Then we boldly ask for him
to provide for our daily needs (hence
the word daily), then we wrap it all up in a pretty little package proclaiming all his great power and glory…that is until we have a bad
day.
On days that our world is upside
down I wonder if we ask God for these same things with the same purpose.
I think we are more likely to
ask things like, “How in the world could this be your will and part of the plan
you have for my life?”
The Rope
(Start wrapping up in the
rope)
And there we stand all
wrapped up in a tangled mess of lies from the enemy and distrust in our God. We
are bitter and hurt and confused. We are full of sorrow and sadness and we want
answers.
I’m going to be so bold to
say that I don’t think there could ever really be a good enough answer as to
why these things happen in our life. Although at times it may bring us a little
peace when something seems to fit, we are ultimately torn apart by the trials
that we face here on earth.
I believe that one thing God
has shown me over and over is that our answers are found in our willingness to
bend the knee in obedience and the flexibility we allow in the stretching of
our faith.
The Sword of the Spirit
When we take our Sword of the
Spirit (which is the Word of God) and began to put it into action (start
cutting the rope and laying it at the feet of Jesus). That is when we began to
feel the presence of God in our situation.
Listen, we all have days that
it isn’t going to be easy to lay some of these things down, there are even days
that we may yearn to wear the heaviness of those things again because at least
at those times we don’t feel so exposed & vulnerable.
There are many times that I
run back to the cross and take back the things that I don’t have the will to
lay down that day. (go grab a few pieces of rope and start tying them back
together). And that is ok, you can start again tomorrow…
As I stand here today I am
not a person that is free from all of the things that I am burdened by. There
are things that I yet to trust Jesus with and together with Him I am a work in
progress. But I know that there will come a time that I will have the trust and
courage to lay them all down.
This is part of the
submission that Nancy was talking about this week in her reading chapter titled
Submission.
I love Matthew 16:24, that
says, If any of you wants to be my follower, you must put aside selfish
ambition, shoulder your cross, and follow me.
Through our act of obedience
and submission things become clear.
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (talking
about the Paul and the thorn in his flesh)
9 But he said to me, “My
grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s
power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in
weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For
when I am weak, then I am strong.
Sufficient in this passage
means to ultimately be satisfied. So therefore my grace (His grace) is to
satisfy you. Would we be willing to accept what God is saying to us here? To
delight in our weaknesses and to know that when we are at our weakest state,
through Christ we are the strongest.
Profiting in our trials
Let’s look at a few things
that the Bible says about profiting from our trials:
James 1:2-4,
2 Count it all joy, my
brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, 3 for you know that the
testing of your faith produces steadfastness. 4 And let steadfastness have its
full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
1 Peter 1:6-7 (this one keeps coming up everywhere for me),
6 In this you greatly
rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by
various trials, 7 that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious
than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise,
honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ,
Papa’s Land
I wanted to share with you
what happened to me yesterday. For the first time since my grandfather has
passed I loaded up my kids and followed my sister, mom and aunt out to his
place. I was very anxious about going there and having the initial reality that
as we drove over the hill he would not be waiting at the gate to greet us.
I
kept thinking how this man had helped me so much by his encouragement he poured
into me and by the simplicity of his life. If I had burdens they seemed to be
put into perspective by sitting on his porch solving all life’s problems one
historical story at a time. But yesterday my burden was deep and my sorrow was
heavy and I was weary.
We made our way into the
house, after we all pulled ourselves together, and begin to rummage through some
of the things that we each wanted. After a bit I just sat in his chair and took
it all in. Man was it quiet, too quiet, even with the energy of my kids and I
wanted to get outside.
I walked out to his shop and
realized that the oddness of the quietness had followed me. I began to look
around I realized that there were very few animals, if any that were roaming
about. You see he qualified for Ag exemption on his property which meant that
he literally had feeding stations and nesting stations set up at various places
around his place. He fed the birds, the squirrels, the chickens and even the
coons. Things that are a nuisance to us were friends to him. He had a butterfly
garden and sometimes even bee hives. But now the absence of his presence and
the food that he had once provided resulted in an absence of the animals. I
thought, “how they must miss him…” It made me wonder how many times the animals
that he tended to daily came back to see if he had returned and how long did it
take them before they gave up and went elsewhere.
I stared out into an open field and began to ask God if this was a place that was meant for Will and I to purchase. Would we be able to be happy when visiting here and could this be a place that would bring us closer to God? I felt God lay these words on my heart.
“I have never once left
you but at times you don’t notice me there because you don’t like how it looks. Don’t fear that I am not there, I am. As
I took that short walk with God I felt that he made clear to me in my spirit, that If we
choose to not put in the work & commitment it takes to seek him and fill up on what his Word has for us, then our hunger and our thirst for
figuring this all out will never be quenched and we will undoubtedly go elsewhere
for food.
How many of us are looking at
an empty, lifeless landscape trying to figure out where God is in all of it?
Maybe it is us that have turned away and chosen to not bend the knee and dive
into his Word for healing and fresh revelations. Or maybe we are spinning
circles trying to find him when all along he is right there. Sometimes the best place to start is on our knees.
The Bible says, 6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be
afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he
will never leave you nor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:6.
How many times do we get
discouraged waiting on the LORD when the whole time morning after morning he continues
to pour out the manna we need to fulfill our daily needs.
He pours out his love for us
through his word, but how will we ever know if we don’t open it up and read it?
Don’t say it’s too hard or confusing, if I can do this than so can you. Sit
down and ask God for discernment and wisdom and a heart and mind to receive
whatever it is he has to show you. Tell him when you are confused or don’t
understand something. Beg him to open your eyes to the bigger picture and to
help you bend the knee into submission and obedience to accept the plan and His
will over your life. I say this to you so boldly because for me I see no Plan B.
I want to live in freedom through Christ and I know this is the only way.
The beauty in nature
For some reason after walking
with God Papa’s place became even more beautiful to me. God reveals himself to
us in so many ways and for me yesterday, it was through nature.
All of this made me think of
all the many ways that God reveals his love for us and how often we over look
them. Are we so bitter or self-focused by some of the things that have happened
in our life that we miss out on the things he is laying right before our eyes?
I’ve often wondered if God
doesn’t allow me to enter through trials so that I put aside everything else
and seek him. Where else can you experience the immense amount of love that he
has for you? I want to experience the kind of love from God that I don’t forget
in a day or two…don’t you?
Several years ago I began
praying this scripture over my life. I started out saying it with hesitation,
but now I say it with confidence in who He is to me.
Proverbs 30:5-9 says,
5 Every word of God is
pure;
He is a shield to those who put their trust in Him.
6 Do not add to His words,
Lest He rebuke you, and you be found a liar.
He is a shield to those who put their trust in Him.
6 Do not add to His words,
Lest He rebuke you, and you be found a liar.
7 Two things I request of
You
(Deprive me not before I die):
8 Remove falsehood and lies far from me;
Give me neither poverty nor riches—
Feed me with the food allotted to me;
9 Lest I be full and deny You,
And say, “Who is the Lord?”
Or lest I be poor and steal,
And profane the name of my God.
(Deprive me not before I die):
8 Remove falsehood and lies far from me;
Give me neither poverty nor riches—
Feed me with the food allotted to me;
9 Lest I be full and deny You,
And say, “Who is the Lord?”
Or lest I be poor and steal,
And profane the name of my God.
I am committed to trusting
God to provide for me in my daily needs in my walk with him. And I am praying
this same verse over my husband and children. It is not easy for me to lay my
kids at his feet and pray “thy will be done”, but if I have no trust and
confidence in my savior what do I have at all? I ask God constantly to help me
correctly speak the truth in his Word for I don’t want to mislead you or myself
in anything that I bring forth.
I speak in confidence when I
say that your God loves you and cares about you with unconditional love. I know
for most of us when looking at our tragedies the answers as to why aren’t
always clear. I am just thankful that we serve a God that gives us the opportunity
to seek him and find some peace in the storms.
Matthew 7:7-8 says,
7 “Ask and it will be
given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
8 For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks,
the door will be opened.
Nowhere does this passage
imply that we will find the answers we want, but we will find the answers he
has for us.
I have prayed that each of us
will open our hearts to him in a way that he is able to fill us to the measure
of his love. I pray that through trials and sifting we become spiritually
mature and have an increase in faith that surpasses all doubt, because we serve
a God that is far more capable of anything that myself or anyone else could
ever bring forth. He is our healer and our great deliver. In Him I will put my trust
and through Him I will survive this storm.